Ughhhhh what do I do? Do I eat when I want to? Do I stuff myself full of cookies like I want to? What do I do when I feel disgusting and fat? I would eat all day if I could but the feeling that I would have if I did is something I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. Why do I have to deal with this every day?
I hate it.
I want to live in a foodless world. Or lock myself away with a treadmill, lots of books, and a small bag of celery in the fridge.